So I’ve been writing again. I’m to the point where that’s really all I have that’s mine. So I got off my ass and started writing.
I didn’t get much done, but every little but help. So my current word count on my my WIP is 468.
I decided to scrap everything, and start fresh. I think by doing that I’ve really bettered the story, and it doesn’t seem as flat anymore. Anyway we will see how this goes!
So last weekend something happened. I hadn’t expected it I happen. On Saturday I got kicked out of my house for stupid reasons I can’t control.
At this point I’m again so overwhelmed. Yes I have some place to stay, but at the same time I don’t know how much more of this shit I can deal with. I’m sick of bouncing around, and at 16 it’s something I shouldn’t have to do. However that fault goes to my parents for not handling their shit and being responsible.
I’m a little lost right now. I don’t know what to do. I have a boyfriend but I feel like he won’t be around much longer an I hate that. I really care about him, and I hate doing that. Caring about people. Because people leave.
I haven’t been active much on here as of late, and there are quite a few reasons for that. One would be I don’t have my phone, which is what I would usually use to write blog posts, and another one is that there’s just so much going on with my family.
If you’ve been following me I did a post around Christmas time talking about how I wish someone would give me a reason to stay here. Long story short I thought I found someone, but then just like everyone else he left me. I’m not even sure how I feel about the whole thing. To be completely honest I think that there was someone else he’d been talking to. He was that guy that was just too good; he said all the right things, did everything right, and had everything I’d want. But once we hit the two week mark I kind of knew he was to good to be true. I didn’t mind that, and I should’ve. But I didn’t. I hate him for making me feel like this.
On the other hand now, I have no one tying me back. I’m also aware that time will heal all wounds, and I’ll feel a lot better in the next week or so. I know how it all works, it’s just a process. Besides it’s not like I can’t get someone else, but I wanted something meaningful.
Anyway it’s just all bumps in the road, and in time everything will be ok. Now with my writing, well haven’t done any of that either since I don’t have my phone, and everything just happens to be in my notes. Not only does not having my phone hurt my writing it also kills my reading, all my ebooks are on my kindle app on my phone. It’s sad. Anyways I have to be going!
Hey everyone! Yeah I’ve been gone for a little bit now, but I’m back in the swing of things now that the holidays are over.
Tomorrow I start school again, and I have mixed feelings about that whole animal that is my high school. Part of me wishes I could have more time away from school, but at the same time I need to get out of this house. School gives me structure an a routine to follow, and I like that. Plus I can see the boyfriend and the friends every day.
We will see how everything goes. I’m just blah feeling right now, the holidays have been way too stressful.